our first short kiss

This Friday, i was getting better. Well, but i think that i'm totally cure! I would go to school today. When i was seeing my face on the mirror, i heard some whistled. So i looked for it on the balcony. And guess what? It was Ramosey! He did s0me body language which showed me that he would waiting downside and brought be my his bike. I rushed, and went out after that.

I stood in front of him. He said, "Morning my Lady". He held my hand and gave a little kiss on it. OMG he's so romantic! Then i stepped into his bike, and here we went to school.

The class was so exciting because i sat beside Ramosey who can always give me a smart joke when i get bored. And at the end of the class, i asked him to teach me some subject that i didn't really understand, on the library. But he refused. He wanted to teach me on the stairs, near the front gate. It was okay for me.

On the stairs, he wasn't sat next to me. But he sat on the one higher level stairs than me, so i could lean on him. I didn't know whether he thinks that i was his girlfriend or just friend, but i thought that i was fell in love with him.

And after i understood about the subject i have asked him, i leaned on him. I could feel him so near. His mint breath, i'm always love this, oh my pretty boy.

I never know why i would always get sleepy when i was with him, beside him, near him. I realized that i closed my eyes. And suddenly i felt his head on my head, in the right side. I smiled with closed eyes. He whispered something that i won't forget. "Ti amo, mia signora"
I know what that means. He spoke in Italian, because his dad is an Italian.

Until i forget what times that we passed in silence until he kissed my cheek, so soft. And i looked at his eyes, hoped that he would give me in a lips, and being my first kiss. He was quite long in response, until he said something silly. "Well, you know what Lady, i'm not a good kisser. Even, i have never kiss someone yet, mm i mean outta my family, mm like my mom, and sister or you know what family, uh mm uh yeah i don't really know how to touch a girl, even to kiss softly, gently and whatever, i can't and i'm afraid of trying, maybe you will get ummm hurt or....................."

I interrupted him, cause he was so much lips hahaha. "Rams, if you wanna kiss, just kiss."

He was still did nothing until more than three or four minutes, and held my hand in he back side near my ear. Before that kiss, i was so afraid, because this was my first kiss. I didn't know what the hell to do. But, if i would kiss so just kiss, i thought so.

Then we kissed. He moved gently, so soft. Actually i was just do nothing with my lips, and i felt that he didn't use his tongue like in movies i'd love to watch. He did it brilliantly until it remains a tickled in my lips. Well, we both knew that we were not a good kisser. But we just did it. LOL.

Our own first kiss was in a short time. It was not over than ten seconds, it was maybe just for five seconds i guess.

And what we did after kiss? Just smile to each other and he dropped me at home.